I would never hurt you even when you should be given a dose of your own medicine I love you to much and I would rather be the one hurt then to hurt you but today i really thought you were going to snap my neck or stab me i never know what to expect from you anymore you have done some things I thought only happened In movies and there are times that I find myself saying what I think is a last prayer I’m sorry that I pepper sprayed you but i don’t deserve to be hurt no one does and now you left because you say I’m abusive my mind is spinning and I can’t breath how can you be so evil why do I love you so much why can’t I be happy and greatful I should be excited to start a life without the pain and bullshit but here I am crying alone and hating myself for making you leave this is some fucked up shit

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