the first agreement

The first and most important of The Four Agreements is be impeccable with your word.

if you never lose sight of or forget that your word is your wand then keeping this agreement wont be that hard, the word is a very powerful thing and is a master tool of creation for each and every person on this earth. it is with your word that seeds are planted into the universe and it is the source that feeds those seeds as they grow into their manifestion phase.

it is with your word that reality is born weither of a possitive or negative nature is depended on the nature of the spoken word.

the words that spoken are the words that heard and the words that heard are the truths that are installed into the minds and hearts of those who hear it

each word spoken are like tiny spells that we cast throught the days of our lives and weiter we know it or not weither we beleave it or not we this is a true fact

god himself created the earth with a single word and with his word thereafter created all things inside of the earth jesus even stated ” For by thy words thou shalt be justified, and by thy words thou shalt be condemned.

everyday without knowing we go about casting bad spells on others and in doing so all play a role in creating a harsh world filled of black magic and evil acts by darkened souls we get so blinded by the actions of others forgeting or not knowing to begin with the any and all spoken words had jump started that darkness that we are fast to pass judgement to spite more neg words and to feed the neg cycle

evil is not a person but inside of or around god did not make evil he only gave freewill and as long as we live in a world were both evil and freewill both exsist there will always be dark times

just give it a try and see if things dont turn up even just a little starting right now for lets say the next 7 days agree to keep any and all words that you speak possitive and without judgement of others even if you feel as though you have been wronged try to be the bigger person and keep a possitive energy not allowing ANYONE the power to bring neg energy into your temple

coming out of hells basement

i cant put into words how being here right now back on line back on my blog back in MY world is making me feel its been a long time since ive last wrote and my break away crippled me in froze my soul and without having this blog to run away to and not being able to be in a safe place where i am able to short out the maddness of my life and paint it into more easy to deal with images i feel like i have been the walking dead but enough you get the point i was gone i missed you all im back and im LIVE its been a tough few months and i have damn near lost my mind found it and lost it more times then i can even recall but im pretty sure i have a hold of it now or at least enough to be able to sit and allow my fingers to tap out into words so that i can share with the world what life has thrown at me so it has now been 5 months since pat and i broke up and if you been following me for a while then you know that the break up broke me it fucking shattered me into a million pieces and for a moment i really thought that i was going to die of a broken heart in a blink of an eye the man i thought i would be with till death did us part the man that was the center of my universe my whole world and the sun that shined down onto it became a stranger without a warning without a goodbye without even a fuck off he walked out of my life and never looked back after 7 years filled with sky highs and sea deep deeps a son and a few lost babies many moves and losing his dad the man that was once the other half of my soul wiped me from his mind life heart and soul and it fucking broke me i was lost and hurt it hurt to be awake it huryt to sleep it hurt to think it hurt to live at 1st i waited i waited alone in that cold empty trailer praying everyday he would drive up after work or that i would see him walk in but day after day i waited and day after nothing no beep no moter no him i would sleep with the door unlocked and fall asleep listening out for his car or voice i would cry myself to sleep and every night i would wake from a bad dream or a good looking for him feeling out for him but each and every night nothing

its taken me a while now and it not over not by far but its a prosses and its something that takes time eveyday it gets a tiny bit easier to get through the day i no longer cry myself to sleep i havent wet the bed in while aside from one time recently but everyday i wake up a little stronger and more able and a little more wiser i have spent most of this time alone working on myself from the inside out and aiming to dive deep to my deepest parts inside where i hold the roots of my pain everyday i let it go i give to god over and over and on the days i hurt extra i pray and i ask for god to help me to take my burren my pain and to give me the courage to walk another 24 hours on the path i have work so hard to stay on and to see the end of

ask and he shall grant god helped by reconnecting me with a mate of my soul from the past he to is coming out of a dark place and has also been broken and has a hard time accepting love or trusting but he has a huge heart and he helps everyone he knows even the ones who dont deserve it or talk shit or do shit he always helps as much he can and under all the pain and anger he is such an amazing person and i thank god for putting him in my life I LOVE YOU GEORGE i love you so much thank you for loving me thank you for being my friend my man and my rock you mean more to me then you know and i want to spend the rest of my life getting you to understand how i feel for you i know times get hard and life is filled with bullshit and haters but i love you and i want this i want us and i will fight for us for as long as i know that theres something to fight for

Him

Hes good at what he does I have a broken heart to prove it and i feel ashamed for it I wish I could just be whatever he wants me to be but I can’t just not love him Iu can’t just be his friend not when I he can fix all my worries with a single touch not when his kiss takes every breath out of my lungs and not when his heartbeat sings me to sleep i love him and I know that we are connected on a deeper level and have been for life times I just want him to know that I love him

Another crack

I don’t know if it’s the hormones or if I’m just a nut but I’m overwhelmed with emotions and I feel like I can’t breathe all I want to do is curl up next to him and feel his touch but all I can think of is how empty his eyes were and how cold His words were I guess I am in this alone

Book review :: THE SHACK by wm. Paul young

Today I want to talk a little bit about a book that I read actually several years ago but this book carried such a powerful message that I reread it constantly and to say that I recommended is an understatement because this book open my eyes my heart and my soul without any struggle or forced I love this book and I recommend it to everyone no matter what your life is strange thing is what your take on the whole religion thing is I like it because to me it’s almost goes hand-in-hand in a category with the movie risen which technically both are based or any they talk about you know religion and experiences with God but it’s not necessarily religious it’s more spiritual it’s very spiritual it’s beautiful and having come from a past where bad things have started to happen from day one it really helped me to end my victom cycle and know that the bad things in life don’t have to hold me down and don’t have to keep me in darkness now I’m able to legitimately and genuinely in my heart take every challenge as a lesson as an opportunity and I take it with honor knowing that my maker is so amazing and loving that he chooses only his strongest warriors to tackle some of the darkest battles but no matter how hard it scary or torturous situation can get that we’re never alone and we have the strength inside us all because we have all have a big piece of the maker we all are made by the same source of loving strength that we can overcome obstacles that a lot of us right off that first thought as defeating impossible but as long as you walk the walk of love and knowledge and strength and Hope and Faith and know that you’re not alone in that you can do it life gets a bit easier and this book is just it’s just everything it’s everything that I feel anybody would say about the matter summed up into one ezflow story that touches your heart and makes you cry and makes you upset and confused and then brings you clarity and pulls you out of that mist and I really want to thank the author mr. WM Paul Young for writing this amazing piece called the shack and it it’s definitely you know I have myself personally given at least six or seven copies you know I’ve I always find them like at second hand stores or I’ve found them at the free book places and I grabbed it every time that I see it I don’t care like if I already have a copy on the shelf I usually have it at least two copies because I love to read I reread it at like at least once a month and if not more just because every time I find myself face-to-face with something that is questioning or challenging my faith I reread this book and I’m able to not only take a mental break from the current situation but I’m also able to remind myself that it’s not an attack on me from God and that I’m not alonebest this book carried such a powerful message that I reread it constantly and to say that I recommend it is an understatement because this book open my eyes my heart and my soul without any trouble or force I love this book and I recommend it to everyone no matter what your life is tuition is what you’re take on the whole religion thing is I like it because to me it’s almost go ahead and hand in the category with the movie risen which technically bulls are based or any they talk about in know religion and experiences with God but it’s not necessarily religious it’s more spiritual very spiritual it’s beautiful and having come from a past where bad things have to started to happen from date one it really helped me to end my victim cycle and know that the bad things in life don’t have to hold me down and don’t have to keep me in darkness now I’m able to legitimately and genuinely in my heart take every challenge as a lesson as an opportunity and I take a with honor knowing that my maker is so amazing and loving that he chooses only his strong as warriors to tackle some of the darkest battles but that no matter how hard scary or torch wrist situation can get that we’re never alone and we have the strength inside of the all because we have all have a big pieces of the maker we all are made by the same source of loving strength that we can overcome obstacles that a lot of us right off that first thought as defeating and possible but as long as you walk the walk of love and knowledge and strength and hope and faith and know that you’re not alone in that you can do it life gets a bit easier and this book is just just everything is everything that I feel anybody would say about the matter some dope into one easy flow story that touches your heart and makes you cry and makes you upset and confused and then bring you clarity and pulls you out of that missed and I really want to think the author mr. WM Paul young for writing this amazing peace called the shack and it it’s definitely you know I have myself personally given it least 6 or seven copies you know I’ve I always find them like a second hand stores or 5 found them at the free book places and I grab it every time that I see it I don’t care like if I already have a copy Amish off I usually have it at least two copies because I love to ride reread it like at least once a month and if not more just because every time I buy myself face to face with something that is questioning or challenging my face I reread this book and I’m able to not only take a mental break from the current situation but I’m also able to remind myself that it’s not an attack on me from God and that I’m not alone and I’ve really hope that one day I can meet the author and I would love to have him come in speak when my manifestation is done in over you know in my product actually up and running a few fall the blog you know that I am in the beginning seed processes of trying to open up my alternative animal rescue as well as my center for battered or victom my by narcissistic abuse victims and it’s just taking me a little time because I’m disabled on limited income in America with little resources so I’m climbing up by myself but it’s going to be something that when it happens I am going to be so proud of myself and it’s going to be strong because I know that my maker walks with me so check out the Misty project online or go to www The shack book. Com and just check it out and get involved spread the word it’s really an eye opener it’s a soul opener and it’s a life-changer it’s definitely a good starting point for anybody

Gemini

Hello my beautiful Geminis I hope that all of you find yourselves in the highest spirits possible when reading this message I’ve been doing practice runs with readings and I’ve even done some readings for my rising sign which if you happen to be like me and be a Gemini sun sign and Scorpio rising the reading that I’ve done for Scorpio have definitely checked out and sit with the readings I’ve done for Gemini so basically I’m just going to post a very quick message without going through all of the cards one by one The general message that I’ve been getting is that a lot of Gemini’s are find themselves at the end of an era which goes hand-in-hand with the beginning of an era since we’re one door closes another one opens thank you maybe starting a new relationship or have discovered a new crush maybe developed a new romantic outlook on somebody new or somebody from the past or maybe looking at your current partner in a new light depending on the situation and depending on the circumstances of the relationship but for the most part I get the sense that Gemini is starting over they are putting their foot down and remembering their strength deep within they are beginning to realize and put into effect the law of loving oneself and setting boundaries along with enforcing them I feel like a lot of you are dealing with karmic relationships and that a good majority of Gemini’s are involved in a situation that involves more than just two players now whether that includes disloyalty or infidelity I’m not going to save 100% for sure that that goes along with it although it may for some but whether or not you act on it your heart is definitely at a crossroads maybe it’s been there for a minute and I’m sensing that if you have been separated from a karmic relationship that things are going to turn their direction and maybe the universe is going to open up things in offer a chance to see where that relationship goes again this is just a general prediction from the readings that I’ve been doing for some of you I feel like pregnancy maybe on the horizons or if you already have children maybe the return of your children if they are not in your care or adoption or adopting something like this meaning like an animal that you take on with a partner and raised together or something like that also I feel like some of you are getting it either getting back into school changing your masters or looking into other vocational training some of you may be getting a new career or advancing in your current career I definitely feel that Gemini has recently awaken to the need to not only be protective of oneself but one’s likelihood so maybe if you are the type of Gemini that just takes care of everything and everyone no matter what even if it means giving your very last and going without but I think that right now that whether it be a situation or a series of events that you’re seeing the importance of making sure that you put your own air mask on first and I think that we’re pretty good at reading ones vibrations and I want to encourage you to continuously go with that intuition is a very powerful tool and it is not to be abused or wasted I have not heard or experience of a time when one has regretted going with their intuition but time and time again I have experienced and heard of others regretting not going with their intuition so pay attention there are always signs all around from the universe and your Spirit guides be open to messages of any and all possible outcomes whether or not we believe that we think that they should work out any certain manner that universe knows best and always delivers on time so go with the flow it’s not sink or swim it’s simply learning to float all right Gemini I will be posting another reading soon within the next few days and we will be back to the normal layout of card by card but I hope that you got something from this and take what resonates leave the rest I’m always open for comments advice questions and tips love the feedback love my followers until next time bless it be